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Listen up, maggots.

You are not special.
You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake.
You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
You are not a brooding outcast.
You are not an intellectual in a sea of idiots.
You are not a victim.
You are not innocent.
You are not different.
You are not misunderstood.
You are not immune to criticism.
You are not being 'trolled' by everyone who insults you.
You are not cool and interesting.
You are not a character from an anime.
You are just a part of something that will always be infinitely larger than yourself.
Get over it.
Hey kids, sorry for the lack of updates. What was supposed to be a part time job suddenly became a second full-time job along with all kinds of complications and crazy bullshit, and my personal art had to take a back seat to my studio job and Escape Chambers.

Then this week I had a ten-hour long episode of rolling panic attacks... so I ended up in urgent care for a night and now I've got some pills and stuff, but shit's been insane.

Like, I literally thought I was getting a lung infection or a heart-problem because of how bad it was. I'd had a few anxiety episodes before here and there the past couple months, or what I thought was me just being short of breath from running around doing stuff, but Tuesday night I was woken up several times in a row with the sensation that I couldn't breathe. Wednesday morning I woke up at 9 am to go to work, and still couldn't breathe, I just couldn't catch my breath no matter how hard I tried to slow my breathing and relax, nothing was working. This lasted hours, and it was getting worse on and off, with my chest feeling warm and tense, my legs going numb, I was shaking, unable to concentrate, and every time I inhaled I felt like I just wasn't getting enough air to fill my lungs, so finally around noon with this being completely consistent, I went home and tried to figure out what was happening to me.

I was pretty sure I was sick with something, possibly even dying, I had images of needing oxygen tubes shoved in my face and IVs and x-rays and surgeries and all kinds of scary things I couldn't begin to afford in my state of poverty, so I was afraid to go to the doctor at all, but finally, after a full ten straight hours of this constant inability to breathe normally, I drove myself to urgent care, where they took my vitals and listened to my organs and concluded I was just having rolling panic attacks, one after another, and was in a state of extreme anxiety, so they gave me a xanax and my vitals went more normal and gave me a temporary prescription and now I'm just recovering.

Still pretty tense, my heart hurts, I'm exhausted, but I'm okay now.

Point being, I tried to tell my boss I was overworked, this is exactly what I meant. I've been having to work 70-80 hours a week and yet I feel like I've been making no progress. Our store has no manager and they won't promote someone so when shit goes wrong it falls on ME because they've been giving me all the hours. My mother's also been harassing me from time to time when she drinks and feels the need to. So when they asked if there was anything that might be stressing me out, I was like HUH, LET ME THINK ABOUT THAT.

Anyway... that's what's been happening. I am gunna try to get back into art, because fuck this insane job right now.

That's all. IDK. Bye. Thanks. Love you.


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A stupid faggoty punk
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
United States
I am James, I draw comic books. Sometimes for myself, sometimes for other people. I also draw commissions. Yes, that is my job. Yes, it pays all my bills. If you would like to pay my bills, commission me to draw you art.

My own comic is available here:… It's about drugs and science and mutants and faggotry.

I never actually gave a fuck about steampunk, but fate would have it that when my best friend dragged me into it, people liked me and I became popular even though I'm a total poser.
I play tabletop RPGs and am GMing a campaign of my own because I'm a dork.

If the code to your locker is 24, 0, 17, I appreciate the hat.



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RomanJones Featured By Owner May 22, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
birthday cake birthday cake birthday cake birthday cake birthday cake 
Baconmoose Featured By Owner May 22, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you much!
RomanJones Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Your style rocks, dude. 
Baconmoose Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for all your kind words! <3
ArtisticallyAlina Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for watching! Can't wait to chat later ^_^Fella Kiss (Love) 
TrinfinityTrio Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:, Sir Moose!  :hug:
Baconmoose Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Don't mention it, you earned it! :heart:
rabbitmaskedman Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Student Digital Artist…

I'm going to show you this artist. why?

because he has moose in his user title, seems to be gay, and his name is lee.

what the fuuuck?
Baconmoose Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hahaha. My life has spawned anomalies.
chimcharfan Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I can't even believe that I hadn't seen anything from your account or watched you until now :D I really enjoy your art style, it's fantastic!
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